yesterdae NPCC trainin Saturday, January 05, 2008
i noe that i shouldnt post
not when i promise that i wun post til june
but its juz too much for me
i hate bottlin my feelins

yesterdae CCA orientation is ....
we were deeply sadden by madam and ICs responses
im sure that we do our best

honestly speakin , im not upset except that my moral was quite low
i put in my 100% efforts in drills
i believe that all my hard work is worth it
i do well for my part and thats it
im satisfied with myself
but never in my life am i so humilated
shouted by keith in front of the whole squad
my first time u noe!
for the sake of me wanting to be NCO i tolerated it.
im not goin to lose my cool over that kind of thing
i meant wat i sae



and now
im sick
so unlucky
my runny nose become quite serious
that my tears rollin down my cheek
and now , im goin to take my bursary award
wat can be more unlucky than tis????


bye la
gtg le