Yesterdae NPDP =] Saturday, February 23, 2008
it make no difference
i thought i could .. u noe .. be good frenz gain
but thats not the case

yesterdae , i went go with the "sisters" again
and they still forsaken me

-- lemme tell u wat happen --

i went with them to go chan yi min's house
take her water bottle
then all they talk was bout girl-boy relationsip
i seriously not interested in those tink
a piece of news : lim bao shuang broke up with the polytechnic guy - in less than 24 hrs
they try to be nice to me cos they dun wan me to sae them that they left me behind again - thats wat ang ling min saes
then to me its guilty

then lim bao shuang saes to me that she hates leavin ppl behind
i told her that im used to such treatments by u guys , so even if u guys left me behind , i felt nothin
i continued 5 ppl go out together , one sure kenna left behind one
she saes that will not happen
but in the end????
its me being left behind .... why is it ALWAYS ME?????

then chua ting ting joined them by the skool gate
by then , im truly very unhappy
super pissed off
then i walked off by myself
i cant sae im unhappy with hu rite?
thats will surely spoilt my reputation in NPCC
and it must nt happen!
and im scared that any 6th or 7th batch ppl come my blog
woo .. im scared stiff by that thought

but when i saw the NPDP team , i immediately brighten up!
miracle happens =]
then they tell me dewi cant go liao
cos the HQ replace dewi with another ppl
damn sad loh
but i felt much better with them then with the "sisters"
u noe arh , everytime gt tink happens , im always the late to be notify
whether im in the "sisters" grp or NPDP team
very sian la

then my bad mood seems to spread to the team like that
on the way to ADSS they also very sian

-- skip parts --

when doin drills
i suddenly felt dizzy
no .. not dizzy
i felt like vomitin
my vision blurred and my parched lips yearns for water
its very umcomfortable
voices around me seems distant
im very scared
its the second time
i haven eat from mornin til then
thanx godness i nvr fainted

then sir wan to take pics when we havin our break
im felt nvr felt so bad in my life b4
and he kept disturbin me when i wan to rest!
fed-up , i gt up from my chair and throw my cups
only then did he stop takin pics

-- skip skip --

yeah! drills finish and my bad mood immediately gone
replacin that was happiness!
my easy-goin self was back once gain =]
then i suddenly went a bit crazy
cos ...
shi yong ask a woodland ring sec girl 4 handphone number in front of me!
omg .. nvr felt so excited bout that b4 u noe .. hahas
so i joke bout it for sometime la
until yong jian tells me that shi yong face very red le
that i stop

with my superior intinct
i quickly ask wat the girl name was
she saes wen qian
hmm ... shi yong die liao la
without sayin , im naturally went tauntin him bout the girl =]
i only quit doin so when shi yong buried his face in his legs ^_^
then yong jian was there flirtin with the woodgrove girls!
aiyoh .. all these bad for my eyes

at home , i tell my mum bout shi yong tink
and u noe wat she saes?
i gt no the dunnoe lady wat la - boys not attach to me
wat the hell

very happy yesterdae ...
signed off : yanz