Bitter and sour - thats life Thursday, July 31, 2008
nothin could describe my feelins now
lemme tell u , im NOT in the wrong
i hav tolerate u guys for so long
i joked , laughs and went gaga with u lots
but tis is one time too many

everyone has a temper
and mine's extreme bad-tempered one
u dun really wished to get into the wrong side of me
but i supposed chong keat ying doesnt care
so shoots her mouth off at anytink that she dislikes
and put her butt into stuffs that hav no link with her
in short , a busybody

i dun really wished to put it until so badly la
cos i wan face wan mah .. even if she doesnt

then there's another one
called daphne cheng hui ru aka aloe vera
sweet name? funny?
u guys are so disgustin

they ganged up and called me potato
its ok u noe .. i dun mind havin some nickname
but
they hav overdone it if they keep on *ahem* .. *clears my throat*
pull my hairband from my hair and refused to giv it back to me
u guys may tink that its ok la
sadly , i dun tink so
u try to imagine urself havin no rubber bands and tis isnt the first time
u may also tink that its ok - cos i hav gotten used to it , then ur wrong

ahh .. there's another one
ang ling min
good friend of mine
but always side if the crazy aloe vera and the busybody keat ying

tis is the type of friends i had
so naturally .. i dub it the sour life of mine


here's some poems that depicts my feelins
words in bold hav strong meanins in it
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Friends Don't Always Last
by Ashley Baron
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,
knowing your friendship isn't mine.

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the bitter tink is that todae is ms lai last dae at evg sec
i rmb her tellin me that she will be leavin for sarawak for 3 to 4 yrs
how i gonna miss her!
she's a great teacher and im really grateful for her
she make me fall in love with maths

the followin is the conversation between me and her - words in bold is her :

how are u copin with ur school work?
fine loh , the teachers are horrible and there's lots of homework
its like that when u're in sec 3 , its the most important yr in secondary school life
why are u leavin us?
im goin to go to sarawak for 3 to 4 yr cos my husband had business over there
will u come back to evergreen and teach?
i dun tink so , even if im comin back to singapore , im not goin to teach. anyways , u guys would hav finish ur secondary school life by then
must we drop pure science if we keep on failin chemistry?
yes so thats why u must work hard!
but lots of ppl in our class fail chemistry and only 4 ppl pass the chemistry for mid-yr and i dunnoe wat ms leong is tokin about!
the subject is tough , but u urself must work hard. if u dun understand anytink , u must clarify with the teacher. if not , how is she goin to help u?

bus reached inter-change

bye ms lai!
goodbye , yan yan

....

that's how our conversaton end.
sad. we tok mostly bout school related stuffs.