into the sea he goes ... Sunday, August 31, 2008
truly depressin ..
yep .. for the past 3 daes
we were mournin for him ..

yesterdae i go the place rite ..
wat the " urgh "
his skin was drawn tight against his face
my mum saes that all his blood and wateva water stuffs in him is bein sucked out
so he look .. erm .. ya
pretty scary too ..
the colour of his face is somewat like ash
its so dead la

so for the next 2 to 3 hours ..
im burnin the paper money to him beside his coffin
me and my mum plus my 3th uncle-in-law
durin which there is no communication

haiz .. my mum was there cryin again
could do nothin ...

then wah!
when shuwen and zion and caiming they all reached the place ..
i quickly " disappear "
and was seen at the basketball court with the 3 of them

then hoh ..
you xiang .. my cousin .. same age
gt a stead!
he sae his stead more chio and taller than me =.=
physical attack ..
and he wear skinny jeans leh! -> black
he's more well-nourished ___ A.K.A. fatter than me =D

then blah blah .. reached home 12plus ..


todae leh ...
pretty borin too
reached the place where they burn him ..

my mum and aunts were shoutin themselves hoarse ..
" big brother arh ... wake up .. go and find grandma .."
-> translated from hokkien
its seriously very pathetic
i felt like cryin .. but i didnt
very touched though

they then booked 3 boats to ferry my uncle to the sea
after they collected his bones and all
they sae his bone -> very white

went to the middle of sea and put down his jar or vat or container ... wateva
into the sea with a red cloth coverin it..
naturally .. mum cried


for me . i basically felt that
if u leave ur bones and all in the sea ..
u hav no restin place
no home . no family . no nothin .
juz a pile of bones in the sea bed

wherever the current brought u ..
thats where u will be restin ..
nobody to pay their respect to u durin 7th month ..
ur death anniversary .. ur birthdae etc

ur death is so sudden.
nobody can accept it.
aunt was cryin very badly ..
my mum sae sooner or later she's goin to be converted into a christian
be'cos whenever she felt sad ..
she will find 8th aunt [ she's a christian ]

rest in peace .. uncle
u choose this path urself ..
so continued the road urself ..
last but no least ..
good-bye