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My first uncle Thursday, August 28, 2008
life is forever short.
and almost hundreds of ppl are dying each day.
why cant we juz cherish our loved ones so that we will not regret??!?

too late its gone , it wun come back
tis is one of the lines taken from somewhere in my bookshelves ..
the book .. i mean

dun u tink that the sentence kinda gt a sentimental value?
i mean .. its true
once sometink is gone .. u sure wun get to see it again ..

sometimes .. i really hate myself
why cant i juz .. u noe .. forgiv someone easily ..
get wat i mean?
no .. u dun
the one readin tis blog post dun even noe wat the hell im tokin
so dun juz assumed u noe EVERYTHING

im feelin so confused and sad and angry ..
a jumble up of feelins

i guess i better fessed up wat im tokin
the resolute truth.

my first



uncle



is dead





can u believe that?
last saturdae .. we juz visit him and he was lookin fine
though he was sick with illness

todae .. im the morning
at round 6.35am
juz as i was bout to go to school ...

9th aunt called
her voice was breakin ..
due to the sobs ..

when my mum heard bout the news ..
she break down immediately
im shocked u noe!
i had nvr seen her looked so sad for 6 years
after the death of my grandmother

she cried ..
suddenly i felt so vulnerable
all i said to dad was let her cry .. if not . .she will not feel comfortable
its true .. under such circumstances .. there's no way u could cheer her up ..
so i let her cried to her heart content's

i naturally ..hold backed my tears
i had other important tinks to attend - school.
cant afford to skip
gt 3 tests todae u noe

juz now through the phone .. my mum told me that
the reason why my uncle passed away is that the medicine is too strong - given out by doctor to prepare him for the chemo session todae - and he had difficulties breathin
and
when the ambulance came ... too late

i guess he's mentally .. physically and emotionally drained
a person could giv up easily if he doesnt hav the will to live ..
but i guess my uncle was tired. very.

i believe in afterlife myself
thats where a person will go to .. when he'she is dead
simple enough to understand

i guess he can re-joined my grandmother in life ..
haha .. i mean .. they are both dead.
may they lived well in their afterlife

i juz hoped .. where ever they are .. wat they are doin ..
i loved them
but they didnt get a chance to hear the 3 words

tis post is goin to be up in my blog til sundae ..
where they will burn him in furnace ..
i will miss him.


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