wah .. so many happenins todae Friday, August 15, 2008

lets talk bout maths lesson
an small incident happened ..

Ms Tan : wardah , wat did u see on this triangle?
wardah : i cant hear wat are u tokin
Ms Tan : i sae , wat did u see on tis triangle???
wardah : i cant hear
Ms Tan : wat??? u cannot see? its on tis triangle
wardah : [ voice raisin slowly ] i CANNOT hear

Ms Tan [ glarin at wardah and still tokin softly ] : I SAY WAT CAN U SEE ON TIS TRIANGLE???
wardah : I CANNOT HEAR!!!!!!!!!! [ she shouted across the room at Ms Tan ]

Ms Tan looks as if she gonna hav a fit!
then dunnoe why .. wardah cry [ bitterness in her .. ]

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leonis game thingy

wardah shouted at kenneth

wardah : i sae i wan tis chair rite? why u must bully me ... and so on

then she went out of the computer lab and hav a good cry

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npcc time ...
its like shit
then we hav the promotion test
i tink i kenna deducted a lot of marks on the drills

skip middle part ....

then at bout 5.30 to 6.30
we had our so-called "PT" with jay sir
in our full u and carryin rifles
he teaches us a new style of excerisin with our rifle
all of us - includin sec 1, 2 and 3 had to went sprawlin onto the ground when he said down
we all of us had a trial
im feelin very excited as well as a bit tired la
excited cos i nvr had a physical trainin in full u
tired cos the promotion test had left me mentally and physically drained

but hey! its totally awesome =]

then he bring us to run round the link way and he shouted "down!" and when i was bout to go down, i acidentally knock my rifle muzzle onto wardah's head
wardah looks like she was bout to cry .. her brown eyes teemin with tears of pain
in front of the NCDCC some more!
so we kept a distance between each other in case we need to go down again

then went we was bout to go home ...
dunnoe why but there is someone who nudged one of the rifles leanin against the wall and 6 rifles tumbled onto the floor ....

i was like shit!
we were in deep trouble and sure enough ....
haiz .. we kenna pumpin
on the rough area of nearly bald grass patch beside npcc room
then keekwoon sir said that each rifle drop - we ned do 50 pumps
so 6 rifles dropped - 300 pumps or 300 of sometink
mind you , we were in our full u la

we only completely 50 pumps
and ~~100~~50 counts of 8 jumpin jacks - by right should be 100
we were simply too tired to do it anymore
we were lucky as we manage to skip the rest of the jumpin jacks cos its nearly 7 o'clock and the security guard ned to lock the school ...
so we own derrick sir 150 pumps
next week then we repay him

all of us were feelin the worst of the worst
i feel guilty myself la
as a second logistic IC .. i should hav taken down how many rifles we had taken out of npcc room

zuliana was blamin herself for implicatin us
lemme tell u , zul
if ur not doin ur job well and u feel that u deserved to be punished, then wat am i seen as? im not helpin u at all!
firstly , i do not do my jon well as a second IC.
secondly , u hav been doin all the hard work of everytink! re-settin the rules .. takin down the rifles and etc.
wat the hell hav i been doin? i feel ashamed to tell u the truth.

baoshuang is another one blamin herself ...
cheer up la
even if its ur fault ... its over.
nobody is blamin you

dun apologise. dun feel sad.
wat good is it goin to help us if all of us are blamin ourselves ... well .. mayb some arent .. but hu cares??!?

in a moment of crisis/problem/event/situation like tis, all the more must we stay united and faced tis together!
not only then can we be bonded closer but we can also get to know each other more!
we cant lose our heads .. havin tantrums and wateva stuffs.
stay united. keep faith. hav confidence

ok .. the above pic is obviously me havin different kinds of features ..
noted how different each pic hav.
basically im tryin to say is dun fret over useless stuffs. wat happened has already happened. dun harped on it. look forward. be cheerful and only then can we achieve happiness for ourselves and for the others.

aww man .. i nvr knew that i would actually care so much for my squadmates but i guess i really liked them alot cos we had been through so many times together within the 3 yrs time.

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next .. we go causeway la ..
with bs and yongjian and wardah
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ok .. im not in my right mind now ...
im goin a bit gaga and i dun even know why =]
here are some pictures of photos taken yesterdae and todae =]
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