dun eva wrong me
Friday, September 12, 2008
u noe wat?
tis is my 91th post
alot to me u noe ..
and so far i hav seen only bout 30 plus posts which are bout happy stuffs
petty amazin la ..
how often my life are infested with unhappiness
go school. and the tink happened.
ok .. firstly we were tokin ..
no happily but manageable ...
ya .. i will foreva rmb wat yimin said
she sae
yanyan must be someone who tok nicely to tis person then behind him/her will tok bad one .. in short back-stabber .. hypocrite
lemme tell u .. chan yi min
firstly .. im not a COWARD
secondly .. TIS IS NOT MY CHARACTER
thirdly .. when u said tis , meant that u took me as a person like that
fourth .. u dun understand me so dun ASSUME u noe
fifth .. tis ISNT the first time u are sayin me like that
i forgt the details already .. ya but wat ky said has no regard for my feelins
to chong keat ying :
u may tink that its no big deal and why i hav to make a fuss bout it.
tink. pls.
u HURT my ego and feelin. seriously bout wat u said. cos u dun giv a damn bout it.
if u continuin tinkin that u hav no wrong .. then leave it.
dun harped in it. and ya .. go ahead and complained to others.
to charmaine seah wan lin :
i wan to put ur name in the personal message tingy is b'cos i feel that u hav gone too far. i dun like xing ru and u make it seems that i'm almost love-sicked or crazy bout him.
dun u tink that its very lame and childish?
i do. when u beg me to erase ur name off .. i did it. cos i believe u
change not for the better but at least stop sayin me and him.
ahh .. its juz my naive thoughts.
juz try puttin urself in my shoes but i doubt u dun.
to the three of u :
i hav not use vulgar up until now and dun test my patience
but it seems i get agitated now la ..
hav to use vulgar NOW
FUCK OFF LA .. bloody u three
u guys dun giv a damn to wat i feel rite?
tink im resistant to it arh?
im a human ok!
there's always a limit to everytink
and tis time .. its WAY WAY too wrong.
u guys like havin a go at me rite?
yi min -> u tink im a hypocrite rite? back-stabber rite?
i show u wat i meant.
i shall go round tokin bad about u
im not either of those horny bitches that does those tinks.
but u make it sound as if i am one.
it sounds fun and a job juz RITE for me isnt it?
i nvr knew im born like that
u listen up :
IM HAVIN A GO AT Utry me. now.
keat ying -> u gt such an uncouth mouth.
tis mouth is one that will surely land u in deep trouble. one dae it will happened.
i hav tolerate u so far b'cos u're my friend ..
u giv no regard for me rite?
good.
charmaine -> nothin to say to u.
u guys mayb tinkin why the hell must i fault ur for everytink when wateva u done is for fun ..
ya .. my fault
u guys nvr consider my feelins .. my fault
i make ur feel awkward .. my fault
no mood .. my fault
its juz my fault la ok? happy?
wateva i do gt a reason ..
i hav given each of u three a description of wateva u hav done la ..
dun bother reflectin .. im in the wrong ..
do ur noe even when to stop?
would tis happened if ur nvr play/joke/make fun of me?
isnt it great?
i now then realised that wateva happens ..
nobody seems to comfort me ..
ppl would always seems that im in the fault
my good friend - lingmin - nvr backed me up when the 3 of them are against me ..
she juz sit there .. smilin
ya .. pretty funny ..
seein me kenna shoot at like hell
why?
last year .. had a small breakout over the npcc blog ..
me and zihan ..
fightin who should use who blogskins ..
ya .. i backed out ..
she told the sixth batch bout it ..
im in their black book list ..
then the year before ..
tingting forces me to go to campcraft trainin
i didnt ..
happen in sec 1
a tiny outbreak in the canteen ..
she corner me ..
shouted at me ..
saes
why didnt u go for the campcraft trainin?
didnt u sae u're goin IMM??she said that the moment she saw me ..
so there's a reason for everytink i do
dun make u guys sound as if u're so pathetic?
wat bout me?
that did it. i giv up. ya .. I GIV UP
i nvr felt so wrong in my life ..
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ok .. gt back CA2 results ..
suxs like hell ..
fail 3 subjects
shown improvement in - a.math ; chinese ; e.math ; chemistry
drastic dropped in - english ; physics ; combi humans