# 157 - npcc Tuesday, January 26, 2010
u know wat?
i dun even know wat i can post in tis blog anymore.
some %&#@!$% are viewing my blog and it's difficult to shake off tis uneasiness since.
call me sensitive, guilty conscious or watnots, i dun care.
ok, i admit that mayb 80% of the posts are my grumbles.
but hey! i didn't create tis blog just to do that.
i only post when i had a particular bad day
but i do share my joy in my posts. and that the remaining 20%! :)

i just tend to think through a lot and consider many things from my point of perspective
and thats why, i ned tis trustworthy diary to help me.
i've been reading some of my posts
and i felt that im way too naive in the past.
if those times spent in npcc were terrible, its nothing compared to now.
u know, reality REALLY hurts.
i experienced it. the past week was like hell.

thinking back, i tink im a formidable person. LOL
im not kidding.
in sec 2, npcc, i - somehow- managed to hav a clash in with a really bitchy asshole
she's my squadmate.
if im not wrong, its bout the npcc blog.
apparently she and i were creating the same blog
then she went to complain to the seniors, sirs and mdms
wat the hell.
so wat if she had lots of backers?
no one. literally no one in my squad likes her.
except for those in the same league with her - boot-lickers, gossipers & hateful hags.
and there's another row with a senior guy.
but all's well now :)
wat's the use of broodin over the past?

i hate npccBUT I LOVE THE CCA MORE THAN I HATE IT